Are you on to my fakeness? I fake most everything these days (positive attitude, enthusiasm for work, interest in anything)...except when I say I love you. For whatever reason in my sea of fake as behavior, that has been able to come out more honestly than before, with everyone. What an incredible legacy Jed left me: a loss that would teach me to love harder.
So I hope it's not about me. If it is, I'm sorry. I'm desperate not to lose you as a friend after taxing the shit out of you emotionally.
If it's not something I contributed to...you should elaborate, even at lunch. Cheese fries?
It's probably something spritual and peacful, knowing you, and I'll be ready to make OK Magazine interview about it over training table. There I am! Your graceful friend!
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So obscure. . . what is the mystery?
Are you on to my fakeness? I fake most everything these days (positive attitude, enthusiasm for work, interest in anything)...except when I say I love you. For whatever reason in my sea of fake as behavior, that has been able to come out more honestly than before, with everyone. What an incredible legacy Jed left me: a loss that would teach me to love harder.
So I hope it's not about me. If it is, I'm sorry. I'm desperate not to lose you as a friend after taxing the shit out of you emotionally.
If it's not something I contributed to...you should elaborate, even at lunch. Cheese fries?
It's probably something spritual and peacful, knowing you, and I'll be ready to make OK Magazine interview about it over training table. There I am! Your graceful friend!
Whats up. Love you.
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